As Tall As Loins

my house is very lonely right now and i think im making it worse by listening to city and colour mom isnt home til three tonight and if i want to see chris i have to go over the pothead house...i dont know makes me uncomfortable i dont think he understands though. Today was kinda rough though I had to work at 9 and then spent all three and a half hours on a 12'+ ladder this job has made me better on a ladder than most days on the ground also it is causing all the right knees in my pants to rip i dont know why but it's always the right one....weird. Chris asked me to help move his bed today so i did like any good girlfriend but he was in a really weird mood i cant figure him out sometimes...like he didnt even look at me the whole ride there and then just kind shoved things in the car and didnt talk to me i even had to ask for a kiss, i dont know maybe its just me but i dont think so. hopefully he gets over this by tonight because i dont want to come over if he id going to act like that. thats it....thats all i wanted to say

Where the Wild Things Are

I havent written in awhile and I guess i should update you on how im doing.

Pretty good really, I cant lie.

Relationship is good

We even got through the religion talk 

him: witness me: clueless/happy/good person

i finally got down to the real him and got to see everything laid out in front of me

and i like it, i like who he is.

Went to warped tour = awesome  Sunburn = not awesome

Senior pictures were taken, turned out good the process made me a nervous wreck.

Work is okay, could be better as in more money but what can you do.

Summer is almost over and I still have alot to do.

Year and a 1/2 trip to jelly land

Disneyland with mom and brother and brothers wife.

ummmm, yup thats it.

Dear Casey,

Your stories aren't funny and take to long to tell. You don't have any friends or a life. Your job sucks and your going no where. You need to start to work out because your a lardo. 

Love,

Jesus

thanks jesus.....if only you were real

Last Night

I got inspired, and for the first time in a long time i drew

i drew a cartoon that comes with a note for a special someone

of mine that i care for greatly. It's kinda dumb though i have to admitt.

I doubt that he will even like it.....

Anyways i drew a picture of a love lost at sea

it was a message in a bottle that is on it's way to the bottom of the ocean

passing great and unknow things before it hits the bottom.

a squid

some jellys

a sharptoothed fish

i like and i think its pretty good.

as i was inspired i thought of my next tattoo

(that i wont get until i start making more money....im broke)

i want a giant squid with the quote "there is no creature as fowl as i"

worked in there some how.

i like it.

today is another day, maybe ill get inspired by something else.

Life is so much better

in a book, wish i was a fictional character.

I'll give blood to your dry veins

Friends are disappointing, and i dont need that in my life.

Headache

It's like BAM right in my eyeball....